Just let improvise your life

When I could not decide what I really want to do, one of my weaknesses comes out, and my aura of sprit fills with all the fear, anxiety, worries, etc. Whenever those feeling came, what I could just do was thinking too much instead of doing something. Too much thinking makes shrink myself and gets smaller and smaller, or captures me in the world of bubbling thoughts and flows next to next. My closest friends often say me "Pop the BUBBLE!!" However, I realized that what I need to do is doing something without fear rather than thinking with worries. Every moment, every second, or every breath is improving your life. Then, why I am feeling too hard to decide something. What I need to do is JUST DO. Let just happen. I know that improvising is hard but fun. Maybe you find perfect one to you. Maybe you get lost and need to start again for yourself. Maybe you discover special things from yourself. Maybe you can smile by yourself. Thinking, of course, is really crucial in our lives, but it does not mean something when thinking and doing are seperated. For me, doing does mean every physical action from big movements like running to tiny movements which you even do not recognized such as moving your eyes left to right when you read a book. But, if you just read book without consciousness, it will be just eye motions. So, I do not say 'Stop thinking,' but I will say "Move!" What we (at least me) need to do (or to practice) is letting go of me, letting go itself, and letting it happen.